Stressing, worrying and going crazy.

I've been stressed to the absolute limit here lately, mostly about money, but it's definitely not the only thing.

We're doing fine right now with finances, we fixed my truck for a lot less than I thought it was going to take, so now we don't have to worry so much about saving ton fix his car. We still definitely put a lot in savings, but now it doesn't have to be every extra penny, which makes me feel so much better.

Just last week we bought a new washer & dryer and a fridge :) and that night Justin bought me the Paula Dean pan set I've been wanting(and realllly needing), the huge Paula Dean cutting board I needed & some new tupperwere. He also left me extra money this week to get a much needed pedicure since I can non longer reach my toes & to get my eyebrows waxed! Such a wonderful man :) He really does spoil me to no end...

I couldn't be more thankful to have him in my life and I feel like I can never tell him enough how much I appreciate everything he's done for me and our soon to be family. He's an amazing man and going to be an even more amazing father. We've talked in depth about marriage and even though we're not officially engaged he still calls me his future wife or fiance, never just his girlfriend anymore. I'm more worried about making sure Brantley has everything he'll need before we spend money on a ring & get married, but it's going to happen as soon as I have a ring :)

So I really don't have a big reason to worry about money for the next few months, Thank God! However, I know once Brantley's here everything's going to change... People have told me that since I'm going to breastfeed all I'll need to worry about is buying diapers, but diapers are expensive, and I know diapers aren't going to be the only added monthly expense.

I've also come to realize that pregnancy has made me even more hateful and bitter than I used to be... I've hit 24 weeks and I'm so big, I never sleep anymore, I'm always sweating, and being so close to the third trimester has me anxious and extreamly nervous!

Justin & mines friend came over for dinner with his new girlfriend he wanted us to meet and I absolutely hated having company, the entire time. Of course it doesn't help that they thought it was okay to show up 2 hours late with a meal that takes another 2 hours to cook(when Justin had to leave for work in just a few hours), then proceed to put there muddy shoes on my expensive furniture. I'm just not a people person anymore, at all! I never really used to be, but now I've lost the last bit of tolerance I used to have.